today’s Apel lesson was on the topic on listening and the power and act of listening. i guess somehow its good to voice out individuals sorrows and frustration through a listening ear. it always feels good and self-satisfying. rather than going to the beach and scream all my lung outs. BIG WOOP.
and then again, business etiquette presentation was somewhat a little screwed though. the Internet got jammed and the music online cannot be buff. moreover, imeem had to revamp through a maintenance check in the midst of the presentation and therefore i had to seek alternate songs on youtube instead during the 20 minute presentation on China. BIG WOOP !
second of all, the classroom screen is super pathetic to the extent the whole screen wasnt intact and instead we had to present onto a whiteboard as our background screen.
thirdly, i had to use mr. fernando’s laptop to visualise our slides and than again the heading fonts all were re changed to arial font and some words and statements were seen overlapping one another.
BIG WOOOPPPPP!
the team felt that it was a cocky presentation and not the best that we had done either. BIG WOOOP.
so had beancurd and pancakes over at Mr. Bean together with celine, eileen and chester earlier on and it was very fulfilling i must say. at least i manage to pour out all my unhappiness, sorrows, frustration, anger and all the so-not-andrea-kind-of-attitude to them. i’m proud to have them as my listeners! course they are WILLING TO without any cost.
and we talk about random topics under the bright twinkle twinkle little stars.
and besides, i realise lately that people in the cohort have been giving a hallow effect on to ANDREA CHEW CHUAN KAI. and rumours have been spreading real real quick i must say. even to the expense that i know them myself. isnt that amazing or what? but then again, i would like to tell the ‘’spreaders” that please kindly get your facts and information right before making and jumping into conclusion about me alright. i’m not mad and its not worth for me to get angry over what you people had done. ITS NOT WORTH ON MY PART EITHER.
but just to let you know that whatever goes around, comes around. and a gentle reminder as well, please do not assume that just because i dont smile to you in particular nor greet you doesnt mean i dont acknowledge your presence. its not true. in addition, doesnt mean that i ask you so many questions during Q&A session means that i’m shooting at you directly or indirectly. i swear that i have no any other form of ill-intention to do that. i ask constructive questions and pose thoughts in any Q&A session and its for my benefit to learn more rather than condemning to you.
and if you think that i’m being a bastard or a fucker, please feel free to think it that way as you wish. and if you think that i’m being arrogant and proud and a show off king in the cohort, think it that way as you wish course really, theres nothing that i can do to stop you from thinking that way. and if you feel that you dont like me, in the first place, i did not even tell you that you must like me at all.
lastly, people who knows me deep down, outside-in only appreciates me for who i am and certainly, if you have not been with me in any form of relationship, you have failed to understand me and i urge you not to spread any and stop spreading rumours that are not true. its childish, rude and of course you obviously do not have any respect for yourself and the other party as well.
forget about everything with a good friday night’s rest. awesome!